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09-02-2009, 09:21 AM
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If Only........
Sorry it's me again, i don't know what's going on with me, but i seem to be finding it harder and harder to accept why Joshua could only stay such a short time
 I miss him all the time but lately i am finding myself in tears more and more and keep wishing we maybe should have pushed for more agressive treatment ?????? i'm sorry i know i have said this before but i just can't seem to find peace in my head at the moment Last night i barely slept because each time i shut my eyes i was replaying a moment in Joshua's life Sorry but just needed to talk. no need to reply, love bernie
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Me 42  DH44 dd22 ds20 ds17 ds14 dd9 our Angel Baby Joshua Malachi, battled to stay with us,we lost him at 4 weeks and 5 days,to Edwards syndromeand now his little sister Rachel born january 2008.    
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09-02-2009, 09:23 AM
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Bernie,
I am so sorry for your loss. I simply can not imagine what you have been/are going through. I have no words of wisdom I am afraid, but just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. Rachel
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Rachel (43  ), DH (45) - M/C November 2005, DD, Rhiannon born October 2006 and DS, James born July 2009  
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09-02-2009, 09:49 AM
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(((Bernie)))
I don't know what I can say to comfort you, the pain you suffer must be unimaginable. Thinking of you  Love Liz xx
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I am 46 and very happily married. I have 4 boys, 2 from my previous marriage aged 19 and 13. Very lucky to also have 2 lovely boys, one born at home May 2007 and my youngest born Feb 2009. Just when I thought my baby days were long gone I have had the biggest surprise and baby boy number 5 will be here in early September 
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#4
09-02-2009, 12:46 PM
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bernie .....((((((hugs))))))......no words ...will help.....thinkin of u......
julie xxx
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ME 43 ,DH 34 ,DS 25, DD 21 DS 17, DD 15, DS 28 MTHS;EXPECTING BABY NUMBER 6 25TH OCT 09  http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.d...MESE:IT&ih=005
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#5
09-02-2009, 03:55 PM
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Bernie, I am thinking of you. I think you did everything possible for dear Joshua, and I dont think you should have any regrets, I do hope you find some peace in time.
Alexandra x
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09-02-2009, 06:14 PM
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I dont know what to say really, just dont punish yourself ever, you did everything for that little boy and you know he loves you for it. Sometimes people are need for greater things, I loved this poem it helped me with my mc's hope it dosnt offend any one. xx
An Angel from the Book of Life Wrote down my baby's birth And whispered as she closed the book "Too Beautiful For Earth"
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Louise, mum to 3 fabby boys!  Baby gifts and personalised baby blankets by Gooseberry Bush Gifts.
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