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Here I am again, another year, Beau would have celebrated her 18th birthday today... It has been very hard, my husband took the day off, we did celebrate it, a trip out, champagne toast to her memory. Still raw lots of tears as well as a few smiles, it was so cruel how she died, no child should have that death and no mother should have to witness it,
the only thing good is someone showed a little mercy and I had my son. June x
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Me aged 53 DP 51. Mummy to Jake born 28.3.06 natural conception, and mummy to my special little girl, Beau Scarlett aged 11 years died and gone to heaven 27.4.05 Missed more than anyone will ever know 7+ miscarriages along the way, but still here to tell the tale.
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Oh June,
I cannot imagine the pain that you live with on a daily basis, sending you lots of gentle hugs. It sounds like you celebrated her birthday in a lovely way, and I have no doubt that she was with you the whole day. Much Love, Sharon.
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Me 46, DH 47, DD 11, DS 7. Early m/c Jan 2007. Missed m/c Sep 2007, our angel baby, never forgotten. Missed m/c Dec 2007, another angel baby, also never forgotten. ![]()
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Thanks for replying to my anguish Sharon.
June x
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Me aged 53 DP 51. Mummy to Jake born 28.3.06 natural conception, and mummy to my special little girl, Beau Scarlett aged 11 years died and gone to heaven 27.4.05 Missed more than anyone will ever know 7+ miscarriages along the way, but still here to tell the tale.
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June
Sorry only just seen this .Beau will always be with you, never forgotten. You are right it is something no mother should ever have to witness but far too many have ![]() .Big hugs J
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Me 42, DH 41, 3 gorgeous/boisterous boys (DS1 8.5 yrs and DS2 5 yrs and DS3 3 yrs) 3 m/cs Sept 06, Apr 09 and Sept 12 (DS4 at 19wks)
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Dear June,
What a beautiful way to celebrate her memory, no words can really begin to help heal your pain. Although I know that all your precious memories will help. Hugs Judyxxx
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One 22 yr old ds born on my 32nd Birthday! ![]() Very,very happy with wonderful partner 10 yrs my junior! ![]() Proud to be different! ![]() Partner hypothyroid/Me Hyperthyroid!!
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June
Big hugs and thinking of you all, words cannot really express how much I feel for you. Love Sb xxx |
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