I still question myself

[Squidge]

We play the hand we are dealt in life Tina. You made the decision for your family not simply for yourself. We all just do the best we can and we can either let ourselves drown in the guilt or sadness we all experience at times or we can reaffirm that we are good people and we made the best choices possible in our circumstances.

My friend made exactly the same decision as you fifteen years ago. She suffered like you for ages afterwards but you know looking back on all the things that happened in her family's life since she knows the decision she made was the RIGHT one. A sad and lonely decision, a difficult and heart breaking one, but the right decision nevertheless.

Big hugs x