Sorry it's me again, i don't know what's going on with me, but i seem to be finding it harder and harder to accept why Joshua could only stay such a short time
I miss him all the time but lately i am finding myself in tears more and more and keep wishing we maybe should have pushed for more agressive treatment ?????? i'm sorry i know i have said this before but i just can't seem to find peace in my head at the moment
Last night i barely slept because each time i shut my eyes i was replaying a moment in Joshua's life
Sorry but just needed to talk.
no need to reply,
love bernie
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DH44 dd22 ds20 ds17 ds14 dd9 our Angel Baby Joshua Malachi, battled to stay with us,we lost him at 4 weeks and 5 days,to Edwards syndrome
and now his little sister Rachel born january 2008.
09-02-2009, 09:21 AM
If Only........
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