hi, healing slowly but few questions please

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hi,
i am getting there slowly tears are not so frequent and dont just come out of the blue so much, even stopped to talk to a mum with new born twins yesterday!
Its been two weeks now since i lost the baby and body is returning to norm. I have an app at the epu on thursday and i dont want to go

It means i will have to go to the maternity unit with the twins and it a 60 plus mile trip, i understand they do a preg test but what else? any ideas i have brought a boots test which is still showing a faint positive which i understand from other threads is normal, how long will this last it seems a bit of a sick trick of mother nature to still show a postive!

I am confident the mc was complete and really dont want to go back to the unit and sit through watching everyone else go for scans, everytime i have been there have been sad faces and tears from other women.

Do i sound silly and weak normally a hospital app is no problem for me!

thanks for your support